Women are such bitches

why the fuck did this bitch delete all my contacts on my msn, just because i left it on. If it was bothering her so much, she could have just closed it. I hate black women for real, instead of us binding together, always hating on each other, just because she is fat and almost balding, they always have to have issues with us girls that are going places. Ode ....anyway, its a pity...she thought she had done something serious....but i have my contacts back on.....i wonder what i can do to make her regret ever pulling that kind of shit....black ass bitch!!

mine oh Men!!!

when i needed him, and wanted him he was not there, when i craved his touch, his kiss, his warm embrace, he was cold and mean. Now its freaking 3 years later, it has taken me a lot of hard work to shed 30 pounds, to look this great, i have made new friends, got a new man and dumped him, and now this fool wants me back. Who has time for that on this planet. I certainly don't. I mean i was willing to give this fool everything, I was cooking, and cleaning, doing his laundry, watching his stupid shows with him, attending stupid functions with him, heck i even let him fuck me in the ass and then he told me i was fat. Hiss, the mofo kinda changed me, coz all those things i did for him, i would never lift my arm to do for anyone else. o ma se o.....I have to go to work, am already late as it is. Mehn...you men are a trip.

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What am I really looking for

So i woke up early this morning, couldn't sleep to tell the truth, i was kinda up all night, tossing and turning in my bed. I watched fresh prince reruns. I went to church today, i went to Jesus house Baltimore. You know that church makes me comitt sin, anytime i drive up there, i just wacth people, and i am not really paying attention to what the pastor is saying, the truth is i cant stand that man, and i cant stand the way those rubber heads follow him like he is the One true God. What the hell, anyway, i stayed for about 30 minutes and left. Hiss, waste of a good sunday morning. I have no idea what i was looking for there. Same way the other one is DC was saying he was not happy because he did not get the Bentley he wanted for his birthday, but the church gave him a new Benz already paid for. Why does a pastor need a Bentley, I think i need to trade in my Jetta, for a job as a pastor of Renewed Christian church of Nigeria. Form my own church and have rubber heads pay my bills, and buy me Bentleys. Fuckin retards....and all of you reading this....i dont need prayers, i pray for me...so does my brother, sister, parents and grandmother, all i need is judgemental people to stop judging me and cleaning up their lifes first....hiss, i need a nap!!

I need to get out

I am so bored, i am bored out of my mind. I am up already, and its Saturday, i already know how my day is gonna play out. I will be right on this damn laptop chatting with strangers in ukraine and Turkey, Cali and New York for the next 12 hours, then am going to go out running, 3miles maybe 5 today. Come home and eat some greasy ass efo, make a few calls, drink some wine, reject some calls from my loud ass annoying naija friends, my friends boyfriend might show up wanting to get his dick sucked, but this time am gonna say no...he smells kinda funky...and he talks too much. I wonder if she smells funky too? By 9pm today, the only productive thing i would have done was eat breakfast, lunch and diner, and maybe lost a calorie by cuming, and if i make it to the makeshift track field, i would have run at least three miles. I need to get out more.....who has this kinda schedule on saturday!!!

Fuck it!!

Alright, so here it is, I am finaly starting a blog. I have been wanting to write a book, with all the great ideas i have in my head, i cant seem to get past chapter 2. I mean, with all the shit that i have gone through in the last 5 years, you would think writing a fuckn book would be easy. I have writers block. But maybe bloging will be an exiting way to express myself. Its friday night and i am home again, i would rather be out partying, but here i am, alone in my huge space. The truth is, i wish i had someone to cuddle with tonight. I called this yeye guy, but he turned me off so badly...the way he speaks, yuck. I guess its me and jeana tonite. I am addicted to watching jeana and her friends. No wonder i am broke. At $14.99 per subscription. The truth is if i dont find a man soon to take care of my sexual needs, i will always be broke. I am strictly addicted to porn. Infact, i have to end my blog right now, I am going to watch my jeana, and play with my clit. when i am done, i can assure myself i wont be up till noon tomorrow, i need to get a good nights rest. Fuck it...here goes another $14.99