Fuck it!!

Alright, so here it is, I am finaly starting a blog. I have been wanting to write a book, with all the great ideas i have in my head, i cant seem to get past chapter 2. I mean, with all the shit that i have gone through in the last 5 years, you would think writing a fuckn book would be easy. I have writers block. But maybe bloging will be an exiting way to express myself. Its friday night and i am home again, i would rather be out partying, but here i am, alone in my huge space. The truth is, i wish i had someone to cuddle with tonight. I called this yeye guy, but he turned me off so badly...the way he speaks, yuck. I guess its me and jeana tonite. I am addicted to watching jeana and her friends. No wonder i am broke. At $14.99 per subscription. The truth is if i dont find a man soon to take care of my sexual needs, i will always be broke. I am strictly addicted to porn. Infact, i have to end my blog right now, I am going to watch my jeana, and play with my clit. when i am done, i can assure myself i wont be up till noon tomorrow, i need to get a good nights rest. Fuck it...here goes another $14.99